Hi Knitting,
Kids will drive you crazy even if they don't have extenuating circumstances, and yours does. It sounds like he really needs you now. Your husband too.
So who is there for you?
Take deep breaths, and when you do, think of Jesus, or what ever gives you peace of mind.
And remember, your FRiends think about you every day.
*Hug*
How sweet, fanfan. It's good to have a sister like you!
;o]
Hang in there KAC. You're not alone.