Actually, no, you have, ALS.
When ideological or 'spiritual' alignment becomes more important than the commitment to intelligent discussion; when 'the other side' is seen as the problem, rather than as a partner with broadly similar interests but a different point of view, then we can dig the trenches, lay out the barbed wire, and reload the artillery.
I'm not a fan of conspiracy theories. I think you do much too good an impression of a sanctimonious thug to be a deliberate disruptor. All I can say is that, if you set out to damage conservatism and this forum, you would be following precisely the same course of action you are currently taking.