I have difficulty pinning myself to any organized system of belief. On most days I believe the "natural" universe, that which is accessible to study, is infinitely complex and mysterious. The "fact" that it exists, the "fact" that it comprises both time and space, lead me to believe that existence is God and that God is embodied in existence.
I am extremely skeptical of Biblical miracles. I would never base my life or my morality on claims of special revelations that are indistinguishable in form from modern charlatans. I do accept Jesus as my guide, but not in the expectation af any special reward. It just seem like the right thing to do. If that's a miracle, so be it.
It appears that you are on a good path. Of course, I pray for an astonishing miracle for you personally so that you'll know you are always loved, unconditionally, and will never be alone.