IOW all your posts on this thread are exercises in self-justification and not useful lessons for others. You ate shyte so others must do the same. I met loads of dufuses like you. One note Johnnies.
Hooray for you and your life! You are the star and the hero in the movie you made about it.
THAT'S what you came way with?
I would have thought my pounding the 'You should quit the job you're complaining about' drum over and over and over would have gotten through.
Let me hit it one more time; QUIT THAT JOB YOU ARE COMPLAINING ABOUT AND APPLY FOR ONE YOU LIKE.