I'm not the One who is into compelling belief.
Actually . . . I think belief is fairly strictly best/only entered into by invitation. The invitation is broadly extended.
Some dig truth out. Some ignore it. Some deny it. Some defend against it vigorously and elaborately.
The Truth remains, regardless.
Particularly in terms of YOUR faith based beliefs . . . goodness . . . trying to assail those sounds like an exercise in futility.
As I approach 60 in a few months, I'm increasingly trying to avoid seemingly useless exercises in futility and to engage in more fun activities.
You seem to enjoy what you do . . . at least there's a certain energetic fierceness about it. By all means, carry on! Much better to be cold or hot than luke warm.