"I acted like a person completely out of control when I was arrested, and said things that I do not believe to be true and which are despicable. I am deeply ashamed of everything I said.
You, LdS, just don't wish to believe him. You'd rather just peer down every dark alley and swear Himmler was standing menacingly at the end of it.
He's a anti-Semite very much like Hizbollah.