I try to live my life on the positive side. If the Jews/Christians are right and JHVH is the One True Lord, then I'll accept my punishment. Until then, I prefer to live a good, full, life.
I still believe in God mind you.
I just haven't really cared much for those who've been claiming to follow Him and then proving to me the opposite.
(There are those here on FR who have shown to me that they do try to follow Him, but like me they are massively fallible and I accept that. It's the ones who claim to be infallible in all their actions that drive me up the wall.)
So I guess you'd call me a bit of a lone wolf when it comes to religion?