Also apparently one of the drugs he was abusing can cause paranoia. My guess is that Murdaugh developed a paranoia centered aruond both Maggie and Paul, perhaps in part because they were the people he was around the most (ie, convenient targets for the paranoia to latch on to) but also due to the boat accident at least in regards to Paul.
But having said that, Murdaugh using paranoia as an excuse for lying to the police on the night of the murder doesn’t ring true to me. Mostly because paranoia is similar to narcissism in that there is an abnormal focus on oneself, though instead of self-love there is a nebulus fear of being harmed in some way. Yet after seeing people close to you killed, a normal reaction would be to go into shock and for your emotions to become numb for a period of time. Thus knocking aside paranoid feelings (or any feelings of self-preservation) at least until the shock wears off. Yet Murdaugh’s focus turns immediately to protecting himself.
That reminds me of what Nancy Grace said this morning on Fox, pointing out that Murdaugh testified that he felt paranoid about the police learning he was at the kennel which is why he lied. But why would saying he was at the kennel trigger paranoia? Wouldn’t it be normal for him to be at the kennel on any given day? And on the night of the murders when he ‘discovered’ the bodies, he (if innocent) wouldn’t have known when they were killed. 10 minutes earlier? 20 minutes? 30? An hour? So why would that have triggered any warnings UNLESS of course he knew that saying he was the kennel a couple hours earlier would put him there not only at the crime scene but also at the approximate time of when the murders occurred.
However i disagree with her on one thing. She thought it was a mistake for Murdaugh to testify but after the witnesses came forward saying that was his voice on the video, i think he and his team knew they had no shot of getting a hung jury unless they did something to shake things up. And the only thing that might shake things up would be for him to testify. A sort of Hail Mary pass, hoping that it might connect with one or more of the jurors who might let a sense of empathy towards him override rational thinking.