Yes you need to take your entire attitude to the Lord, because you can be one missed grace away from doing something even worse.
I understand what you’re saying but rest assured I ain’t that far gone........;)
My attitude may not have your blessing and I don’t care what you think, God can deal with that. My child knew these fine young men that were killed by that worthless POS. His friends and co-workers had to work the crime scene. May the criminal ROT in hell for what he did.