I've never fought as hard, been so careful, been so rational.
I made a rational life my foundation, and I just had it shoved into my heart and head. I really, really, really really really don't get it. This is crazy. ... not just the election ... it was already crazy.
I'm the first to say this doesn't belong. I'd be surprised if this get's posted, and I'll probably be on watch for a month.
Does anyone out there just sometimes get so tired? I'll be back, this is no 'let's quit' note ... I'll be back ... but right now ... it's one of those moments where it's better to choose sleep than thinking ...
Can a people ... DO a people, who do this, deserve freedom?
The suffering only goes so deep. Right now though, it won't kill me, but I'm feeling it.
Going from Daylight Savings Time back to Standard is depressing for a lot of people and depressed people are often fatigued and not keenly interested in anything.
In your short tenure here, you have posted more vanities than I have in my 12 years.
Dave's not here! Here on FR we don't use the word “crazy”. While slapping yourself in the face just say that's the sound of one hand clapping. Your welcome!
Hannibal,
It is all well. A lot of propaganda and general disinformation is going around right now. Sometimes it is better to turn the TV off, shut down the radio and walk away.
If you continue to feel the fatigue, it might be a good time to see your Physician.
We have a media and administration that likes to mess with our minds. It is all done by design. Take a break and see if it helps.
Good Luck to you...hope you feel better soon.
Our freedom and liberty are being taken from us with the consent of the majority, because we are a bankrupt and immoral citizenry, and this is what bankrupt and immoral people do. We have the rulers we deserve, and they are a reflection of the majority; gutless, immoral, venal, and yet full of pride. Interested in little more than food and entertainment. We aspire to control everything, yet achieve nothing. Our pockets have holes in them.
The country is implacably divided in two, we disagree on virtually everything; there is no broad field of common ground.
I want to separate from them and start anew.
get your health checked out.
God has clearly judged America. God has decided to test us. pondering that, i frankly feel both fearful of failure and incredibly blessed. that we are alive now to begin this battle against Evil. to feel, in the smallest way, as if we are fighting against steep odds along side our revolutionary ancestors, our patriot bretheren; we will either prove out or be pruned. our purpose and fate couldn’t be clearer.
Welcome to FR. Get some rest; nap a little. Wake up refreshed. - Depressed! Ha! I could crawl under a cigarette paper.
HannibalHamlinJr
Since Sep 17, 2012
Why do I think you are the jerk who has been banned from FR several times for similar drama, then keep returning under new screen names. For instance, you once lied and said your entire family had been killed in an auto accident.
You need a hobby.
No one can rationally process Nov 6.
In the meantime, Obama has a message for you and the rest of us that is not going to go away.
Romney was a crappy candidate who ran a crappy campaign and the R party is a mess.
That is the sad truth and a big reason why someone like O got re-elected. There are others too.
Your mistake was unrealistic (positive) expectations. Unfortunately you are not alone.
Buy an automatic weapon.
It sounds as though you are experiencing the same post election symptoms as many of us are. Obama’s re-election has a very negative affect on opponents of collectivism. I suspect the following symptoms are familiar to you.
“Late one night, her guttural moans and grating squeaks woke up her boyfriend, Stephen. “My arms suddenly whipped out in front of me like, like a mummy, as my eyes rolled back and my body stiffened,” she writes. “I was gasping for air. My body continued to stiffen as I inhaled repeatedly, with no exhale. Blood and foam began to spurt through clenched teeth. Terrified, [he] stifled a panicked cry and for a second he stared, frozen, at my shaking body.” She now describes her seizures as eerily similar to the character Regan’s outbursts in ‘The Exorcist.’”
http://shine.yahoo.com/book-club/-brain-on-fire-—a-writer-possessed.html
A rational life will never be able to answer the confusion you face. A life filled with faith in God will give you sustenance.
Isaiah 40:31 tells us
“But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.”
That is my everlasting guarantee
Help. I'm on suicide watch ... I'm depressed. But I've never been so tied in my life.
Please state the nature of the emergency.
I've never fought HannibalHamlinJr as hard, been so careless, been so irrational.
Uh, you've never fought yourself so hard before?
Doesn't that grow hair on the palms of your hands?
I made an irrational life my foundation, and I just had it shoved into my *censored* and *censored*.
Sounds like you enjoyed it a little too much there.
Did you forget your San Fran safewords?
I really, really, really really really don't get it. HannibalHamlinJr is crazy. ... not just HannibalHamlinJr... it was already crazy.
We already knew you were crazy, you 'fought' yourself and then had your irrational life shoved into your *censored* and *censored*.
I'm the first to say HannibalHamlinJr doesn't belong. I'd be surprised if HannibalHamlinJr get's this posted, and I'll probably be a watch for a month.
So you were in before your own zot?
I'm not seeing what you are saying, are you on drugs?
Does HannibalHamlinJr out there just sometimes get so tired?
Yup, you're on drugs.
I won't be back, this is a 'let's quit' note ...
Okay, why were you here to begin with?
Besides being on drugs and 'fighting' yourself.
I won't be back ... but right now ... it's one of those moments where it's better to choose sludge than thinking ...
Ah, you smoke BATH SALTS!
When will we see you in the news shouting "I'ma EAT YOU! I'ma EAT YOU"?
Can a HannibalHamlinJr...
NO, NEXT.
DO a HannibalHamlinJr, who do this, deserve freedom?
Uh, you're someone's escaped BDSM dungeon pet, aren't you.
The suffering goes so deep. Right now though HannibalHamlinJr will kill me.
I fail to see a downside to this.
Such as this:
"It is pointless to exist. The insufferable ennui of the drudgery of simple existance destroys, like a cancer in my heart, the shallow vanity of life. All that I ever do, all that I ever think, speak, or see: my life, my dreams, my hopes, my fears, my emotions, they all have no meaning, or effect, or hope, whatsoever. A lifetime of fucking things up -- no more important than if I had succeeded in all my efforts -- both without meaning and without purpose. The wisps and cobwebs of this temporary reality have falsely proclaimed themselves as real, and in it's doing, destroyed all they touched."
...and...
"No matter how HORRIFYINGLY PAINFULLY TRAGICALLY AWFUL it really is, it is a MILLION times worse. Then things get *really* tough. After that, HORRIBLE things happen, and then we REALLY get screwed. Immediately following that, the BOTTOM drops out and we are all DEAD, and THEN things get HARD! Once that happens, it signifies the TOTAL collapse of EVERYTHING, and that's when the CATASTROPHE starts! It's the sign of the end of EVERYTHING, but after that, comes the TRAGEDY. Then times get DIFFICULT, and things get WORSE, until it's EXCRUCIATING, but that's just the beginning, because after that it's all PAIN."