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Sorry pal, but the blood of Yeshua is only good once.
As Paul said, you tried to hang Yeshua back up on the cross when you rejected Torah.
When you turned back, there is no remission of sin left.
All I can say to that is you must be perfect. I need God everyday. I’m not ashamed to admit it. Maybe you can control your thoughts even. Ever see a woman in a skimpy outfit or bikini and have an evil thought come across? I have. But I don’t gawk and stare. I move on and get it out of my mind. I don’t let Satans bird build a nest on my head. So I need forgiveness everyday and sometimes for the same thing. But you must have some sort of mind control that puts you above that. I guess I haven’t progressed that far. I still sin.