All I can say to that is you must be perfect. I need God everyday. I’m not ashamed to admit it. Maybe you can control your thoughts even. Ever see a woman in a skimpy outfit or bikini and have an evil thought come across? I have. But I don’t gawk and stare. I move on and get it out of my mind. I don’t let Satans bird build a nest on my head. So I need forgiveness everyday and sometimes for the same thing. But you must have some sort of mind control that puts you above that. I guess I haven’t progressed that far. I still sin.
Read John's first epistle; he covers all the bases that you fear.
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[1] My little children, these things write I unto you, that ye sin not. And if any man sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous:
[2] And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world.
[3] And hereby we do know that we know him, if we keep his commandments.
[4] He that saith, I know him, and keepeth not his commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him.
[5] But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him.
[6] He that saith he abideth in him ought himself also so to walk, even as he walked.
[7] Brethren, I write no new commandment unto you, but an old commandment which ye had from the beginning. The old commandment is the word which ye have heard from the beginning.
You’re at least honest.
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Your ideas are based in the concoctions of men. In essence, you are a pharisee of your own making.
If you are having difficulty with Torah to the extent that you claim, it is simply due to the many barriers you have erected to the Spirit of Yeshua.
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