Wow....the catholic intellect on display.
I would imagine from a catholic perspective you've committed a number of mortal sins.
You'd best be off to find a priest really, really quick.
Oh, and you've busted the rules of FR:
Please: NO profanity, NO personal attacks, NO racism or violence in posts.
Good thing then that according to Protestants there is no need for confession. I’ll just declare myself “saved” and make it all better thereby.