It’s things like this that make me doubt I’ll ever be able to fulfill Jesus’ command to forgive and love. Not because I couldn’t force myself to do it, but because, Dear God, I don’t want to.
I make the same confession !
Its things like this that make me doubt Ill ever be able to fulfill Jesus command to forgive and love. Not because I couldnt force myself to do it, but because, Dear God, I dont want to.
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Best I can manage is a disconnect. That disconnect would still allow me to put a couple of pills in the back of the guy’s head. Carrying out the trash does not require anger towards garbage. It is just maintenance. Less than ideal, I know, but that is the best I could manage.
It’s tough, but then I look at my life....
OUCH!
God will met out Divine Justice on those who deserve it. Of that I have no doubt. If we all took a step back and looked at our own lives objectively, we’d see we were without a doubt worthy of the same punishment this vile scum deserves though.
“Its things like this that make me doubt Ill ever be able to fulfill Jesus command to forgive and love. Not because I couldnt force myself to do it, but because, Dear God, I dont want to.”
Me, too.
Until the sinner repents and asks forgiveness you are under no obligation to do so.
L