Thank you for the clarification that you are trying to militantly upbraid me for not being meek enough.
Apply the bible to your circumstances. If they don’t match up, try to adjust. Progress is the key, not perfection.
Being meek isn’t being weak. It’s like the Clydesdale horses who pulled the Budweiser wagon (sadly they are no longer in this service, but they were awesome to see). You needed the huge horses to pull that weight, but they did not dash forward recklessly, they pulled slowly and steadily as the wagon gained momentum. This is meekness.
Or as some preachers put it, power under control.
I believe the Pirelli brand of racing tires has a slogan: Power is nothing without control.
Forego a small gain in order to obtain a larger one. I see this principle quite possibly being violated in the example and in the chafing I see in the conversation here.