Being a whiny fairy is no way to go through life, son.
You're too young to know about God-given marital sex between a husband and wife, let alone a filthy perversion such as homosexuality.
You need a father to man you up a little, that's all.
Our lives were put here by the Lord with a larger purpose than living for the world.
One could be a straight arrow as far as worldly habit is concerned, and still with trajectory to the hot place, because he never accepted the Lord for salvation from his sins.
If even this lad accepts salvation from the Lord, he will sooner or later find himself able to turn on the demons that have currently got him thinking (and maybe also acting out) in this manner. Eph. 6.
To put it in short: a “father to man him up” misses the larger point. A “Father in Heaven to give him the victory” is what he, and every other soul in this world, needs.