He takes such good care of us.
God cares and NO we do not need to get everything theological perfect in order to be quite overwhelmed with His care.
Abnormal “neurological” (the best way we can understand it today) situations are trials. They don’t need to be failures. Sometimes they can prove the sharpening stone against which a character that is not merely “acceptable” but of godly excellence can be honed. When our pride fails to be enough and life deals us an utter pratfall, then God shows us a more excellent way.