I just finished reading the book of Job.
You might want to give it a spin.
Hang in there.
I agree - just be sure to ignore those know-nothings who were called “Job’s friends” and were rebuked later.
Read the Psalms, too.
I will tell you, thought all was going down the rat-hole, years ago. Lotsa disappointment and things go wrong. Even recently. Can’t control all events or what people may do.
Nonetheless, I am still kicking. Makes my few friends grin and my enemies frown. Have had some pretty amazing things happen, years after many, many things just kept going wrong.
By faith you will pass through the valley. And learn a few things along the way.