So the effect of sacramental grace obtained from ordination into the "one true" church can be examined.
Well, it's taken 2,000 years but it looks like have finally found someone without sin who is qualified to cast the first stone. Be careful you don't out your eye out throwing at the whole Church.
Peace be with you
Better you examined your notion and experience of grace.
Couple that with an honest assessment of your failure to always walk with the Lord
and I’m sure you would find the answer you seek.