I will pray for you.
It seems like God has given you that gift to use.
And may God bless you to a great witness at a suitable time and place. Books you might not write, but you could speak volumes to the good.
I’ve actually been trying to write through songs, though ending up with some pretty eccentric pieces at first. I do kind of have a right to the “redneck” name from the social and geographic circumstances of my childhood, in Kentucky. I’ve written songs with redneck themes, and yet “by the loyal love of God above, the redneck gits-r-done.” Cleanse from it the demonic distortions of the Evil One and you get a great witness of God.