"Now I want you to remember that no b@stard ever won a war by dying for his country. He won it by making the other poor dumb b@stard die for his country".
Well, if there is an adamant war, no choice. I believe this was in the context of a war in which maddened Japanese would rather die than miss the opportunity to kill, their fanaticism for evil was so deep.
But even yet... don’t kill yourself off that is stupid. God wants to bless anyone willing to be blessed. God can bless stupid people. God can never bless willful stupidity or any other vice or sin.