Randall, I am so sorry. My husband did the same thing on April 20th of this year. It's going to be very hard and there will be questions you will never find the answer to.
Just remember you have friends here that are praying for you and your family.
I am sorry for your loss, barker. May you find peace and healing during this difficult time.
So sorry for your loss. Small world. My husband was on all kinds of pain medication and antidepressants. He passed away three years ago. I suspect suicide - coroner said "accidental overdose".