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RE: "Any advice? :)"

Yes Julie. Trust in the Lord God, God of Abraham, Issac, and Jacob, and HIS special SON transformed into a human being to come to earth and give not only the final of eternal life to all who believe in what HE did, but as a special conduit to pray to directly.
Time to start to talk one on one with with Jesus and our Heavenly Father, and then trust.
Take it from someone who over many years have done so.
HE will provide the needed care for your soul to in due time experience a joy in the depths of your heart.

HE never turns away from those that call out to HIM, with a contrite and believing heart.
Sometimes it seems so, at first glance. Then perhaps twenty, thirty or more years later, one sees the exact prayers they asked HIM to do, come to past.
Sometimes immediate aid, in a moment of need.
You get the picture. Now Julie. Take this old guy's advice.
In all I wrote above, of course is the understanding, you are ready to yield to HIS Word, as HE provides the strength and desire over time to do so.

If dear lady you already have done these things, time for Faith to kick in. Do remember those verses in the Book of Hebrews, Chapter 11.

Beginning with " Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen."

I know. I have had to go deeply into that mode a number of times. And in due time HE always came through.

And yes Julie. He filled my heart with real joy.
You take care Julie. George

Thank you, Marine Uncle. And please thank your nephew for his service. :)

I will pray hard tonight. :)

With love and faith,

Julie