Keep believing what your were taught and don’t try and find facts which will only cause you to be disillusioned and confused.
As for myself I accept hard facts, documented by hard evidence and not by tradition.
As I stated, if what you have posited here were, indeed, facts, we wouldn’t have had 2000 years of Christianity, neither would we be having our discussion.
And your conjecture about how I’ve come to believe what I believe is incorrect. IN FACT, it was, and continues to be an inquiry after FACTS that persuaded/persuades me...That, and an empty tomb.