Another educated idiot who likes to hear his own voice
Posted on 09/07/2014 4:27:37 PM PDT by 2ndDivisionVet
The logic of Black rebellion is lost on much of the privileged white population and the corporate media, which perceive Black rage as irrational. However, the Black response to white supremacy “is not ‘senseless’ or ‘visceral’; it is the product of a life full of experiences that have tried to beat them down to their knees.”
“I wanted revenge on those racist bullies who had joyfully traumatized a pair of 9-year-old boys walking to the store.”
On a crisp, Fall evening in 1992, while I was a freshman at a SUNY (State University of New York) school, the campus erupted after a white, male student assaulted a black, female student. Being an associate of the African American Student Union Body Association (AASUBA) at the time, I attended an emergency meeting that was called in order to discuss the incident and consider potential responses. The meeting ensued, but there was little discussion. Instead, the room was a hotbed of rage. As one of only two white students among over fifty members and associates, some of the fury was directed at me, literally. I understood why; because I felt the rage myself.
As an 18-year-old overflowing with testosterone-ridden angst, I wanted to find the perpetrator and exact justice on him and anyone else who stood by him. I didn't care to hear an explanation. I had already spent years "undercover in white America," where I had been privy to the ignorant hatefulness and pervasive racism that filled casual interactions in living rooms and at dinner tables. It was ugly. It was nauseating. I had seen enough in my life – as well as during my few months on campus – to convince me this assault had to be racially motivated. I didn't need questions asked and answered. Deep down, I already knew. And the fact that this man had targeted a woman only made it that more infuriating.
Had an outsider witnessed what took place in that small conference room, as the few suggestions for a calm and calculated response were quickly drowned out by thundering and profanity-laced calls for violence, they would have likely disregarded or minimized it as "senseless" and "visceral" rage. As I stood there, consumed by the moment, feeling the blood boiling in my veins as my entire body was shaking, my own reaction seemed visceral. I could have nearly fooled myself. But I didn't; and it wasn't. Rather, it was the consummation of a series of life events that had left bubbles of emotional fury within me, all of which had been waiting to boil over. As I stood there with my fists clenched, memories flooded my brain.
I immediately recalled the time when my best friend and I were randomly targeted and bullied by a pack of strangers as we walked to the store. The pushing and shoving we experienced were bad enough; however, those physical acts were dwarfed by a slew of racial epithets that were thrown at my friend (who happened to be Black), each one making my gut wrench as I observed the callous and almost entertaining nature in which they were delivered as my friend's eyes swelled with tears. We were 9 years old. The bullies were much older. We were far outnumbered and much too scared to even consider retaliating. Instead, we both cried as the pack walked away in a celebratory zeal. I would come to realize much later on that this interaction probably was not as random as I had once thought.
“It was the consummation of a series of life events that had left bubbles of emotional fury within me, all of which had been waiting to boil over.”
I recalled the nights I had stayed up late, as an intensely curious 12-year-old, watching a PBS documentary called Eyes on the Prize. I remembered the trance I found myself in while watching Martin Luther King, Jr.'s powerful oratories. I recalled the delightful pride that coursed through my body as I watched Malcolm X put television personalities and interviewers in their place. But, mostly, I thought of the rage that consumed me while I watched rabid racists – both civilian and police – abuse, intimidate, and humiliate Black folks. This rage became internalized as I could not help but see the pack of bullies who had confronted me and my friend years earlier.
I recalled an incident that had occurred only a few months prior, as friends and I were pulled over in a parking lot by two police cars that had come to a screeching halt in front of us. As the three officers exited the vehicles nervously with weapons drawn, the five of us in the car simultaneously instructed one another to show our hands in a feverish instinct of self-preservation. We had done nothing wrong, but that didn't matter. The officers proceeded to order us from the car, inspect the car, and question us. Eventually, we were allowed to leave – with only an explanation that "someone had made a complaint." Two of the passengers in the car that night were Black. There is no question in my mind that had we all been white, the incident would have never taken place. Had we all been white, those guns would have never left their respective holsters. And had we all been Black, and this had occurred in St. Louis – or any metropolitan area in the U.S. for that matter – one or all of us may have been shot dead that night, with no explanation or recourse to follow.
I recalled stories my mother had just recently shared with me regarding the underlying racism she experienced at her workplace, much of which she suspected was directed at her son (me) and his best friend – the pair that often stopped in to visit her. Racist pictures being pinned up on display in the break room; the whispers of racist jokes being delivered as she walked by; the stares of ridicule and intimidation that she caught from time to time – all products of a reactionary and racist judgment of something as innocent as her son's friendship with another boy. This was in the late-1980s, not the 1960s.
On that Fall night in 1992, as news of this assault spread through campus, those recollections in me boiled over. I wanted revenge. I wanted revenge on those racist bullies who had joyfully traumatized a pair of 9-year-old boys walking to the store. I wanted revenge on those racist southerners who had brazenly spilled food on the heads of Black students sitting at the Greensboro Woolworth's lunch counter. I wanted revenge on the Chicago racist who hurled a rock at Dr. King, hitting him on the head. I wanted revenge on Bull Connor and his sadistic police forces that attacked courageous and non-violent protesters with dogs and high-powered water hoses. I wanted revenge on those cops who recklessly pulled their guns on a car full of teenagers that were doing no wrong. I wanted revenge on my mother's coworkers for subjecting her to their hateful ignorance. This was my chance to exact that revenge, in one fell swoop.
“I am allowed the privilege to hide in my white skin, protected from any real consequences.”
The white man who had chosen to assault a black woman on campus that night was the physical embodiment of this ugly history that filled me with rage. It was not "visceral." It was not "senseless." It was long overdue. Yet, it was merely the product of a series of observations and experiences made and lived by a white male growing up in a mostly-white, small town. Over the course of 18 years, these experiences had been few and far between, yet still forged a conscious anger in me. One can easily presume that these experiences which shaped my rage are hardly comparable to those lived by Black Americans on a daily basis, for years at a time, at an intense rate, and of which have a real impact on the course of a life. Despite the rage that fills me, I still have the option to choose to ignore it, or at the very least tuck it aside from time to time. I am allowed the privilege to hide in my white skin, protected from any real consequences. My experiences do not prevent me from getting a job or suitable apartment. They do not attract unfair treatment from police, judges, and juries. They do not restrict opportunities and resources. And they do not draw suspicious stares, the sound of car doors locking as I walk by, or the constant harassment of store employees.
I am still "undercover in White America." Citizens in Ferguson, Missouri are not. And their rage is not "senseless" or "visceral"; it is the product of a life full of experiences that have tried to beat them down to their knees; that have attempted to "keep them in their place"; that have yearned to make them feel inferior; that have fought to dehumanize them, their families, and their children. Like most Black Americans, their collective rage is conscious, justified, and long overdue.
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Colin Jenkins is an interdisciplinary researcher and writer with a B.A. in Historical Studies and M.A. in Social Policy. He is founder, editor and Social Economics Department chair at the Hampton Institute, and has been published on Truthout, Common Dreams, Dissident Voice, Black Agenda Report, Popular Resistance, and in Z Magazine. His academic work includes concentrations in Community & Government, African American Studies, and Political Economy, with focuses on Marxian and Anarchist analyses. He is the author of A Fatal Agenda: The Social, Economic and Democratic Consequences of Neoliberalism; and has a second book, The Dusk of Democracy: America's Failed Experiment with Self-Determination, scheduled for publication in 2014.
“Nothing stupider than a white kid expressing black rage.”
John walker lindh had the same fake black rage as well
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Walker_Lindh
Isn’t it time you quit making excuses? A large number of blacks have never (and never will) adapted to western culture, behavior and civilization. The Great OZ has spoken.
How much money can be taken out of our paychecks so we can support irresponsibility? Im sick of this sh##
I sincerely doubt it.
> Nothing stupider than a white kid expressing black rage.
Just another attention whore who thinks he knows what he’s talking about but has never experienced true reverse racism or been a vicim of a black on white crime.
Blacks in America need to grow up. Life is hard. It’s harder if you are stupid.
I’ve had three violent altercations with black people in 52 years of living in the southeast. All three started with them saying, “Give me your money.” All three ended with me displaying a weapon (steel pipe once and pistol twice) and I did call them the “N” word each time to show them that I meant business.
I’m sure that in their mind, they were preyed upon by an evil racist for that word and the actual attempted robbery was only a joke.
Ahhh... white people riot with moving vans.
It’s never justified. Love thy neighbor and don’t kill..
https://www.youtube.com/embed/RBqjZ0KZCa0?showinfo=0&rel=0&hd=0
Here is what we have been paying for for some 40 years now
Beautiful neighborhoods taken over by ... oopsie, I’m being racist.
i’m tired of’blacks believing and being fed about how bad america is to them.
i don’t care what color you are, you attack me i will defend myself.
Another educated idiot who likes to hear his own voice
The guy claims all these credits under the “Hampton Institute”...something he just made up last year! LOL
“The Hampton Institute is a virtual organization (IT DOES NOT EXIST!)that does not have a physical location (because its totally made up!) and does not seek to provide specific policy analysis for political parties. For organizational purposes, its official location is in Albany, NY with a main address located in Clifton Park, NY, a suburb of Albany. (HIS MOM’S BASEMENT?) The HI was founded by Colin Jenkins, a libertarian socialist, with the purpose of giving a platform to everyday, working-class people to theorize, comment, analyze and discuss matters that exist outside the confines of their everyday lives, yet greatly impact them on a daily basis.
Be the first to read my brand-new tagline!
She was locked in her room at night from the outside and was fed alone. Her kindness was shoved back onto her and she was told that it was her race that was responsible for the plight of the black man/woman today.
She is now 94...and taught many young black children. Some of her students are doctors, lawyers and teachers.
But she was hated for every thing she did.
When I was a child, my father said to me: “When you enter the work force, you will have to be twice as smart as the average white person, just to be considered half as smart.”
Black people, at least Americans, have a sixth sense when it comes to racism. Even when it’s not overt. We can detect it, even when they’re smiling and shaking your hand. A psychic vibration of arrogance, hostility and perceived superiority. It radiates off them like a stench. But you don’t smell it with your nose, you smell it with your soul. Not all white people are like that, of course. But there is that element. The backstabbers. The Snakes.
Every black person reading this knows exactly what I’m talking about. And most white people are totally clueless. They just don’t get it.
To be PC?
I hope he got an A+ in creative writing.
He’s full of BS and an attention whore.
Hope, I dint hurt yore widdle feelings....
Well, it was you who self-censored. You were the inspiration. Did you do it to be PC?
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