People often fear what they don't understand. Challenge yourself each day to overcome your fears, open your mind, and open your heart. I know this is very difficult sometimes. In the last year three people I loved dearly were murdered execution style and yet no suspect. My father died. I had to flee for my life causing me to cut off all ties to any of my friends, and also resulting in job loss. I am broke, hurt, and every day I wake up in hopes of discovering this world further, and understanding that which I don't know. You can do it, and if you need help I am here going though it too.