Hi Im 28 and married but otherwise wish to remain private yet freespoken.
I'm not thoroughly informed about the ways of our country or of different cultures. I've known only one small town my entire life and as of yet have done little exploring of (the outside world). I do love art and all kinds of music. Though I am limited yet again in the large scheme of things. I would describe myself as a romantic sort. I'm mesmerized when it comes to romantic movies and celebrities. Kind of the google eyed, hopeful type. If you can't have it, why watch it right. I've always dreamed of the Pretty Woman scenerio without the (hooker) part of course.
I guess what I am trying to say is that I love to be entertained watching movies that aren't real, rather than actually making things happen for myself. It's fear. Fear of rejection. Fear of the future and the unforseen. Fear of failure. Fear of failure. Oh I already said that. But if I don't try I won't ever know if I can succeed, right?
I love my family and am now unemployed. I hated my job and everything about it. I was a bit more polite when I left, but never the less you don't just throw away almost eight years of work and retirement and benefits if you liked it there, now would you? Oh dear what have I done? Just kidding. I know at the time that is what I was supposed to do. I've never been one to regret my decisions right away. It's too soon! I have to give it a few more months at least. My last day was June 22nd. I have started a business of sorts . It's a housekeeping service and if need be I will clean your car, and paint a room, or even help you organize your house. Sounds great right? I am my own boss but still something is missing. Am I supposed to be writing? Yes I think so. Ahhh , but I've never been to college! What a problem that is. I didn't even take an ACT. You know the test that you take to see if you learned enough in Highschool.. I know I didn't have time while I was running track or playing on the basketball team. Not to mention my choir activities and the boyfriends also. Not that I had that many. I did have one though that really broke my heart. He ruined it for all that followed. Except my husband of course. Well so many stories but not enough time. Time.
Hm . I hope I spelled everything right in this very large opening statement. I'm finding that I can be more clever with a keyboard than my own God given voice. Yes I do believe in God and Jesus and to tell you the truth I need to be more informed about Him also. Lots of studying to do. Knowledge to gain and things to disagree with. 10 4 over and out :)