Salamander

Just on the off chance anyone reads this, it will be my first holiday season totally alone

Thanksgiving was spent battling the pneumonia that came from trying to work in the cold house, along with all the times I had to keep getting out in the cold every time I had to drive anywhere, checking my cars fluid levels due to mechanical issues.

So I’ve been in there in 40 degree rooms trying to get things moved out and in myself.

After he died 2 1/2 years ago at least I still had my mom but I lost her too in August and I’m afraid all the time.

Now it’s just me and the dogs here with no one who calls to check on me.

Yes, the sadness of holidays alone is bad but the constant fear is worse.

Theres no one to care for my dogs if I get sick enough for a hospital stay and I live in fear all the time.

So please, if you by chance see this, please keep me in your thoughts and prayers and maybe say “hello” once in a while just so Im not totally forgotten.

Thank you

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My dog lost his 22 month battle with cancer October 26.
Thanks to Brandon’s jacked up economy and getting a 300 year old house “ up to code” I don’t know if I’ll ever go home again.
My only car now is 20 years old and pretty much duct taped together.
To say I’m living a Spartan life now is being generous.
Please, if you can spare anything at all, nothing is too small, for the gas, food, whatever.

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