RicksBigSis
Since Nov 17, 2004

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I used to have a somewhat half-beleif in the honor and truthfullness of my Govornment and it's assigned Agencies but after I lost my "Little" Brother on August 3,2004 in one of MANY record breaking Plane Crashes and the MEDIA along with the LEAKY half truthes of the FAA and the NTSB (you can guess what that stands for~for me)CRUCIFIED him in the press but were OH SO SLOW in giving PRESS-PLAY to any exonerations,you could probably slice what little faith I have in it OR our PRESS with a DULL butter knife.Myself and my Brothers Fiance have watched information and reports vanish into thin air.I lost my DAD last year to Emphesema(not sure about the spelling),and my AUNT who never smoked a day in her life to Cancer and now my Baby Brother who I can't look at a picture of without seeing my Momma and the pain & heartbreak she will live with the rest of her life~He was HER BABY and ONLY Boy.My Brother was a FATHER so I also see my 4 year old neice and my 13 year old nephew who lost their DADDY.Ricky left a Sister other than me.He was(IS) a VERY MUCH LOVED Uncle of 4 of my own childen and a Great Uncle of 5(my Grandchildren!)We all miss him terribly although we still feel his PRESENSE so STRONG~whether you beleive or not he has not left us just yet.I am sure he is working as hard in the afterlife as he did here in the Now~probably asking for OVERTIME .I am 41 but strangely enough am guessed anywhere from late twenties to early 30s but never my actual age.I expect it will catch up to me very soon~My Brother being a heartbreak I cannot wrap my mind around~the hurt so deep I still cry when I talk about him.He was not perfect nor am I but this I know as TRUTH~he was an EXTREMELY CAUTIOS PILOT~a near mathematical genius~ALL children (and animals) loved him as did all who knew him.And something STINKS TO HIGH HEAVEN as my Granny used to say.But I AM a firm BELEIVER in "The Truth Will Always Find It's Way Out Of The Dark And Into The Light".Beleive half of what you see and NONE of what you hear.This being said I still must insist that there is no other country in the world that I would rather live in and I DO beleive in A GOVORNMENT "OF THE PEOPLE FOR THE PEOPLE" although I haven't SEEN it in a long time if ever in my lifetime.