I attended Catholic School and Church grades 1 - 12. I was an alter boy for years and I did have my Confirmation. My first brother is a Roman Catholic Church Priest. My parents were married in the church and did not practice birth control therefore ending with 9 children and they stayed married for 44 years until death did they part.
Having said that, when the Church got rid of a living Pope and replaced him with a marxist, socialist...I said bye bye. I’ve no use for Franky who you might note came from the the Continent of South America where 93% of self identified practicing Catholics live. Plus he decided that John 23rd was wrong when he said the Church should not be involved in politics.
Perhaps you should have been an altar boy then you might realize that someone else's sin is no excuse for your own. Our Lord died for you and will ask you on Judgement Day why you left him. Have a good answer ready. The Church has been around for 2000 years, this guy is an example of a bad pope, we get them from time to time. Ignore him and focus on your salvation through Our Lord Jesus Christ.