Perhaps it would help for you to read:
https://www.catholic.com/tract/fundamentalist-or-catholic
You can ask questions if you like and if you really want to learn.
You have heard any number of people speak against the Catholic Church. Some do it casually, while others have made it their profession. Some are blunt, while others are subtle. They all paint an uninviting picture of a Church that believes in the most peculiar things. But do you really think a fourth of all Americans would be Catholic if their religion were as odd as its opponents claim? Isn’t it rather likely that you haven’t been told the whole story? To make an informed decision, you need to hear both sides. Why not write to Catholic Answers for additional information and tracts? Either your suspicions will be confirmed, or you will discover that there is more to Catholicism than you once thought.
You have obviously NOT learned the meaning of the sower and the seed parable ... there is a gif visual on the Net that illustrates your fallacy; people rushing to jump into a hole in the earth.