Another good book to meditate on is “The Imitation of Christ.”
Click on my name to find it broken down into short chapters.
Imitation of Christ, Book 3, 50 (87) How a Desolate Person Ought to Commit Himself into the Hands of God
...Let him be a little slighted, let him be humbled, let him fail in the sight of men, let him be afflicted with sufferings and pains, so that he may rise again with You in the dawn of the new light and be glorified in heaven...