However, He does counsel me to tell you, in a friendly and hopeful way, that He Himself is perfectly capable of overcoming your powerful (but mistaken) arguments with even better ones in a manner uniquely suited to your needs, as He has done and is doing innumerable times; I'll simply suggest Paul's Damascus-road conversion, with which I imagine you're familiar, as a ready example.
I and I suspect others, both on this thread and in your life among family/friends/neighbors/coworkers/acquaintances, are actively interceding with Him on your behalf. Yes, it's a conspiracy among us for your ultimate benefit. Others did it for us, and now in turn we are charged--despite the Vatican's foolishness--to carry the Gospel to Jerusalem, Judea, Samaria, the ends of the earth--and you.
I very much appreciate your kind words and the thoughts that clearly underlie them. You are among the few here on FR who understand that we all have to make our own choices, rather than shove our own choices on others. I appreciate that, even as our P.O.V. on this issue differs.
Thankfully, we are not Shiite and Sunni, because then we’d be as likely as not to try to kill each other for heresy. :>)