People generally resort to personal attacks when they have no real argument.
Sorry about that, but your lack of experience with the mystical within the church is that it gives you the heebee geebees which is common.
You are not even experienced with the gifted/mystics, which can be rather common in Catholic Prayer Groups for this time. You know no priest who have this gift because you dont circulate withing the groups of Catholicism where this is present. Healing Masses, Prayer gRoups, Charismatic groups of which priests involve themselves including lay.
Not your fault your scared, but your no expert. i.e. not experienced.
Good Day.