Do the FACTS of your chosen religion's second Living Prophet® have any influence at all upon your belief?
Do you disavow his words quoted here?
Or hug them to your breast?
"Now if any of you will deny the plurality of wives, and continue to do so, I promise that you will be damned;
and I will go still further and say, take this revelation, or any other revelation that the Lord has given,
and deny it in your feelings, and I promise that you will be damned.
Brigham Young - JoD 3:266 (July 14, 1855)
I am praying for you to finally get enough gumption to leave that 'church' of yours.