Protestants are orphans. Actually they are more like teenage runaways that anything else. Jesus gave the Catholic Church the authority to make dogmatic pronouncements ex cathedra and that includes the Marian doctrines. I'm sorry protestants don't like it but it's not about what they like.
Once protestants figure it out they'll be able to surrender themselves to Christ fully and grow in holiness.
I kinda feel sorry for you and others. We are not orphans. We are Children of God from the time we accept Him as our Savior.