In many ways, many of us are guilty of the same thing. We just weren’t successful. At least I wasn’t.
I've thought about it, especially in early recovery from addiction. But my sponser let me know, "If you kill yourself, you will be killing the the wrong guy. Besides, let's not think about you for a second. Let's think about everyone you will hurt."
Good advice, and it will likely prevent my suicide for my entire life.