“I have also always been beautiful and a nice dresser”
Modest and humble too. /s/
Maybe if she was modest and humble, and sweet-tempered and helpful, and clever and interesting, she could have met, in the course of her real life, a nice man who got to know her, loved her, and married her. Plenty of disabled men and women fall in love and get married - often, though not always, to spouses who do not have disabilities.