“...disintegrating country is a damn fool...”
Never having fired or had the need to carry a fire arm would probably make me a damn fool trying to use it. IMO DM
You had better learn.
Not too hard to use-—common sense will help you learn how to protect yourself and loved ones——many gun shops have instructions or can set you on the corrct track to get instruction-—best of fortune-—(from a WW2 vet)——cheers