I hear what you are trying to say and commend you for being able to state those thoughts without 6 or 7 f-bombs thrown in like I would have done.
I don’t use the F-bomb either in typing here or elsewhere or live in person. I don’t curse at all. I am a Christian. I am one of those few who actually walk the same walk that I talk. Yes, like all Christians, we are all still sinners in need of a saving LORD. But, through His forgiving grace, we are all healed. So, I learned long ago after I was saved to quit using that type of language. It actually gets you no where in your conversation.