Here's what I think:
It’s difficult to accept the finality of our situation as defenders of the constitution and traditional American culture. There are a great many who want those of us gone. The rest are incurious, and thus unaware of what is happening. Sometimes I envy them, if ignorance truly is bliss.
I am going to redouble my efforts to tend my own garden from here on out. I've done all I can do and we seem to have outflanked and attacked by those we thought were allies. The stress of closely watching the republic slip away since the Clintons* has taken quite a toll on me and I want to find some peace.
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*I know it started long before the Clintons, but that's when I started getting concerned.
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have outflanked = have been outflanked