This post of yours doesn’t answer my question. I have followed this thread. I came to your statement that didn’t seem to make sense regarding your not having a “support group”. Now, I understand you are just angry and striking out at anyone, even a FReeper with whom you have never had a beef.
I suggest you go a little farther back in "Finny"'s history, were he brags about having just one hundred posters. Nothing is ever lost on the Internet....