OMG, what a double whammy. That you are still here is a testimony to your strength!
It's actually a testimony to the Grace of God. I had no strength of my own, but what I had, was His strength. I weighed 95 pounds, and everybody thought I was going to die. I was very, very sick, but I prayed a lot and I quoted the Word back to God, reminding Him of His promises. I refused to believe that any doctor could tell me that I was going to die. That's up to God. I believe I am alive today because I stood on the Word and God honored His Word. God does not lie, and when He says something, He means it. There's so much power in His Word. Ours for tapping into. I did, and I thank Him every day for giving me back my life.