>> One way to find out for sure, but I’m not ready for that yet.
“I’m ready to go, but not rarin’ to go.” :-)
Everbody wants to go to Heaven, but nobody wants to go now!
Except me. Having been there multiple times during NDE’s, I miss it beyond words of expression. The Love was so strong that coming back felt like my heart was ripped out.
There has not been one day since my first NDE over 35 years ago that I have not thought about it.
In October of 2023 I got to spend 9+ hours there again. The surgeon told me that I became agitated after surgery when they were pulling the ventilator at 4.5 hours and I fought them pulling the tubes. They pulled them anyway and I refused to start breathing, so they put them back in. Five hours later I returned.
I’m not here by my will.