I do also.
And in general. I don’t fit in among the low-income. I do what I can to be a godly person, exemplifying Christian and “middle class values.” But the people are largely conformed today’s culture, and that culture is very ungodly and antichristian.
Sad truth. It’s not of my own, but I am almost always repulsed by anything trendy or cool in Christian circles. It’s almost always a wolf in sheeps clothing.