I was abandoned by my church, Kirk of the Hills in St. Louis, after being outsourced twice in 1 year back in 2002. All I asked for was a chance for a job, any job. I would have taken a groundskeeper position that was available. After 10 years as a faithful follower and over 15k in tithing, the only response was, don’t call us, we’ll call you.
I’ve stepped through the doors of a church a few times since then for my kids wedding and 2 funerals. I haven’t given up on God.
Remember that it is the message and not the messenger. Modern churches are apostate.
I hope that you are still praying and reading the Bible. Do not let it diminish your faith. Churches are not necessary and are ancillary.
May God Bless you.
I think I used to produce their radio programs in the early 2000’s can’t recall for sure.