Your message is filled with beautiful thoughts. However, I am just wondering about what you imply by Jesus being “created.” Do you mean He began His existence when God “created” Him around 2000 years ago? I am trying to understand how you think about this Jesus the Christ, the Son of the living God.
Forgive me about the confusion. Through the Power of God and the Holy Spirit, God formed in the womb of Mary the physical body in which Jesus would dwell. The Son of God existed before Creation and created all things. Jesus wasn’t created; He was God Incarnate—He came to dwell in that physical body. Immanuel means “God with us”.
I hope this helps you to understand better about Jesus’ life here on Earth. Understand, it is stated in the Word that Jesus was both fully man and fully God; this is hard for many to understand, how that could be. The very best thing you can do is to study the Bible and pray, asking the Lord to reveal these things to you. He loves you, and certainly will!
The Godhead is a “mystery”, but indeed when you accept Christ into your heart, these things will be fully understood when you go to be with the Lord in Heaven.