Theology is great if no proof is involved. Each of us has to use our one brain to make the best of our time here on earth. I am firmly in the “agnostic” camp. Raised Catholic, served as an altar boy (back when Latin was required). I will keep questioning in an everlasting search for absolute truth.
What did Peter tell the jailer?
I had nominally Catholic parents who were agnostic, if not outright atheist(and I was too, for a long time) so I understand.