I love you man. Jesus died for your sins—past present and future. Give me a list of the things you think you must do to be saved, First, read John 3:16 — then we’ll talk
Surrender your will to God. Really let go and let God. We are constantly tempted by evil to become God ourself. We need to be ever vigilant, and return right back when we find we have strayed. Of course Jesus is the only savior. No one can find God except through him. In my opinion we are grafted back into the same vine He is.