Actually; it does...
I was a broken mess. I did not want to lose everything that I loved. But the voice of God sang a sanguine love song in the rubble of my world.
Actually; it does...I was a broken mess. I did not want to lose everything that I loved. But the voice of God sang a sanguine love song in the rubble of my world.
In the context of the article, I took that to mean, she anticipated at the time of her crisis and conversion that she would probably loose what she loved.